its true in my heart

♥​ what it means to love? if I was rebellious or I can't feel love from my parents
♥​ I feel alone no one to accompany, makes me lonely
♥​ I'm not useful
♥​ I'm bored with all this, I want to end it all
♥​ no one is helping me even the gods did'n help
♥​ I have been patient but no one horrible and I cried there but no one hear
♥​ I want to go away, please take me far escaped that all people can't reach
♥​ vain I shouted, angry, sad and crying that no one who understands my complaints
♥​ whom I have?? My grandmom is dead, I dont have anyone to accompany ♍ε
♥​ they think I lied but this is all true! the fact that bad in my life
♥​ want to feel awake from this nightmare! I felt alien in my own house, is this real?
♥​ This actually is not true this is my life that I must thank
♥​ every night I cry and hope god can help, but why is there no change?
♥​ god why did you do this to me? what's my mistake?
♥​ anyone who wants to help me? because at the moment I stand between the abyss that made me choose to pass or not
♥​ and now I be patient and be patient until it is time all will end and wait there for my happiness
♥​ This time my ability to work for meals n my life
♥​ waiting to have a new and happy life with someone
♥​ please god help me to get through all this
♥​ This is true because the heart is to write